Dearest was away for 4 days, home for 2, then gone again for 6. I think he’s coming home tomorrow. I hope so … the trash and dirty laundry are piled up and we’re getting bored with all the silence.
But the main problem is that my heart HURTS and I’m exhausted 24-7. It’s hard to sit up … I think my heart is just so stressed, it can’t pump UP to my brain. But life on the couch to bed to couch train is so boring boring boring. It also hurts my back.